THIS DAY SUCKS LIKE HELL !
today was my social study mid year ..
SBQ was okkay .. but SEQ suck ..
ii confirm fail for social study ..
haiis ..
after the paper , walked out with yizhen & jac , to find jac's friend ..
then we walked to inter-change ..
jac going out with her friend , & yizhen going meet JG ..
so ii accompany them to MRT there lorhh ..
after that then took a bus to mcd ..
ii couldn't wait to see darling ..
but when ii reach mcd , she like dun wan see me ..
haiis ..
dunno why this few days , uu treated me so different ..
message also so short , & alot of message only 1 word ..
& the word is "crazy" or "sot de" then end liao ..
talk to uu on phone , uu say uu tired ..
today finally can go out with uu again , but uu like rushing to go home ..
until just now then uu tell me say ii never give uu freedom ..
can uu please tell me wad is the freedom that uu wan ??
ii will give it to uu .. just name it out ..
ii really dun wan uu to hide things from uu ..
ii hope uu will tell me when uu are awake ..
haiis .. alright , so ii reached mcd at 9+ or 10+ bahh ..
didn't check the time ..
ate breakfast , then took out my geography book to revise ..
hopefully on thursday , geography paper will be easy bahh ..
hmm ..
soo basically , today ii was at mcd all the way until darling finish work ..
then we went to AMKhub to eat , as darling was hungry ..
after eating , we went to NTUC ..
darling want to buy soap .. so we were at there smelling different kinds ..
stupid lorh .. ii open 1 bottle , then went to smell it , the bubble went into my nose ..
freak !
damn itchy lorhh ..
haiiyoo .. so after buying , we were walking around ..
& this is the part when we start to like that again ..
ii was asking her to walk slowly , cause ii wan to spend more time with her ..
me : " can walk slower mah ? "
darling : " uu won't tired , but ii will tired de lehh "
me : " wahh .. go out with Yiru they all , uu can walk sooo slow , with me cannot "
darling : " so uu means uu dun wan me to go out with Yiru they all liao arhh ? "
me : " huh ?? noo lar .... ii only wan to spent more time with uu ... "
then darling started to walk so slow ...
a few steps later , she cannot tahan ler , so walk back to her speed ..
then we never really talk ler ...
while walking ii asked her ...
me : " call me when uu reach home okkay ... "
....... no reply .....
me agian : " call me when uu reach home okkay ..... "
....... no reply again .....
me again : " darling .. call me when uu reach home okkayy ..... "
darling : " yahh larhh .... "
so ii sent her to her door step ..
giving her those kissy face , wanting to give her a goodbye kiss before ii go ..
she looked at me , but never give ..
ii hold her hand & never let go , so she just push her face to my lips , & go off ..
haiiss !
darling ... im not trying to make uu like a bad person ..
is just that this few days , uu really treated me soo different ..
im sorry if uu feel that im making uu like a bad person ..
all ii want is to get back my old darling fidah ..
please .. if uu really wan freedom , tell me wad is the freedom uu wan ..
& i'll will give it to uu ..
as long as ii can see the smile on ur face , & ii can get back the old fidah ..
anything is also possible ..
darling .. ii love uu ♥♥♥
i'll end here ..
update some other day ...
bye-bye ~
:(
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
p.s darling .. im sorry .. please dun like that liao okkay ...
