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我想我可以习惯一个人生活
Our attitude toward life determines life's attitude towards us.
Sunday, May 31, 2009Y
alright , I just woke up ..
don't know why I feel like going back to sentosa to watch the sunset again ..
my heart is breaking , watching my tears fall ...
only because the future wouldn't work out at all ..
I know that I love you & I know you love me ..
but deep down we both know we could never be ..
as much as my heart kills me , the future was only darker ..
& in the end keeping it going would only have made it harder ..
I'm in tears , maybe it was right ..
the hardest thing I have ever done , was letting you go that night ..
I hope you know I love you ..
I wouldn't regret a thing ..
even though now all I can do is feel my heart sting ..
I hope one day we are happy , even though we had to end ..
all I can say is I'm at least happy that you'll still be my friend ...

something happened last night ..
don't want to talked about it ler ..
I felt really hurt & sad at first , but after cooling down ..
& think about it .. slowly felt better ..

anyway , just reach home ..
didn't really slept well last night ..
this morning I woke up 5am+ , then went back to sleep ..
woke up again at 7+ , & went back to sleep again ..
so is like every hour I wake up & went back to sleep over & over again ..
all the way till 12+
don't know why ...
anyway , around 12+ , I gave up ler ..
& went out of room ..
mum & dad was awake , watching T.V ..
so I accompanied them ..
about 2 or 3 + went to bathe , then went to sembawang shopping center to eat ..
the food not really nice ..
don't really like it ..
& I will never go back there to eat ..
after eating , went to the giant to buy house hold things , then went home ler ..
went up to room & now updating blog ..
parents later going wedding dinner , but me & sis not ..
don't know whether sis going out or not ..
but I know I'm not ..
alright , I'll end here ..
update other day ..
good-bye !

p.s I know we still could be good friends right ?

Saturday, May 30, 2009Y
I THINK IM SICK !
alright , today morning woke up at about 7am ..
went to shower ..
after showering , mummy ask me what time I'm going to work ..
I told her 8am , so she said she sending me ..
so I followed their car & they stopped me at the bus stop opposite mcdonalds ..
then they went off ler ..
so I walked to work ..
while walking , my head starts to feel a little giddy ..
but I ignored & went to start work ..
when working , my back so pain lorh !
freaking sun-burn !
then I told the manager ..
& they put me in booth ..
at least sitting down in a air-condition room is better ..
so sat there & collect payment ..
my head starts to feel more & more giddy ..
don't know why ?
but I think is because of the weather ..
so hot lorh ..
at about 12pm , went to take my break ..
ate chick&cheese & apple pie , & drank large ice lemon tea ..
after eating , felt dizzy , so ii rest my head on the table ..
in the end fall a sleep ..
then don't know who called me up ..
woke up , punch in & went back to booth ..
my head is getting more & more giddy ..
keep feel like vomitting ..
but control & continued collecting payment ..
until really cannot take it ler , then I told aunty Doris ..
went straight to the toilet & vomitted out the food that I ate ..
after vommiting , felt a little better , but still can feel the giddiness ..
but no choice but to control all the way until finish work ..
when I punched out , I went to buy an ice-cream cone to eat ..
then went home ler ..
haiis .. really wish darling was here with me ..
I really need her ..
when I reached home , went to switch on the computer & start using the computer ..
alright ! my blog is updated !
I feels so giddy , I think I'm going to rest my head ..
update some other day ..
good-bye !

Friday, May 29, 2009Y
I'M ON FIRE !
i'm back !
today woke up 7.30am ..
went to bathe , & slowly prepare ..
at home trying to find small bottle of soap & shampoo ..
but don't have ..
alright , so decided to buy ..
left house at about 8.50 ..
went to bishan & bought it ..
hmm .. then waited for the rest to arrive ..
Jacqueline was the first , then was Yizhen , followed by WeiHsing & last was Jonathan ..
we went to eat breakfast at bishan , but Jon didn't .. cause he already ate ..
after eating , we took the MRT , freaking embarrass ..
Jonathan & WeiHsing keep fooling around ..
they saw a lady named Sandy , then Weihsing went to shout her name , make the lady turn to us ..
then they & there making a fool ..
it was embarrassing , but somehow , their actions kinda funny ..
when we reach harbour front , went to the cheers to buy drinks & tibits ..
then we are off to SENTOSA
alright , all ii can say is ....
IT'S FREAKING HOT !!
walked to siloso beach , wanted to take a group photo , but Jonathan & WeiHsing don't want ..
most of the time was me , Jacqueline & Yizhen taking only ..
when we reach , the first thing ii did was , put my bag down , & start putting sunblock ..
but the sunblock seems to be useless ..
ii'll let uu know why later ..
so after we put sunblock , went to swim ler ..
quite fun ..
then while we were resting , 5 guys came to us ..
asking us to lend them our frisbee ..
so we borrowed them , then they came back & ask us to join along with them ..
the game was like soo damn hard larhh !
the frisbee keep flying around , so damn hard to catch ..
Jonathan play well , but we SUCKS !
we lost in the game , but atleast manage to score 2 points ..
after play that game , the 5 guys went to play in the sea ler ..
we asked them to borrow us their volley ball ..
the ball damn hard ..
after hitting the ball , my arms turn red !
so we only played for awhile , then stop ler ..
so went back to the sea ..
then Jacqueline wants to get burried , so we helped to burry her ..
she say very comfortable , so Yizhen also tried ..
ii burried her ..
the sun was shining at my face , is like cooking a human !
so damn hot ..
that's why ii said putting the sunblock was useless ..
it did't help much ..
in the end , ii got sun-burned ..
alright , after swimming , went to the toilet , saw Reagan & his friends ..
after showering , we went to have our lunch at the food republic ..
ii ate roasted duck rice with char siew ..
hmm .. okkay larhh .. not bad ..
but they give too much bones , making it hard to eat the meat ..
but no choice , so just continued eating ..
after eating , me & Jacqueline sent Yizhen , Jonathan & Weihsing to the MRT ..
they going off ler ..
so after that , me & Jacqueline going back to siloso beach to find her Reagan ..
but we couldn't enter already ..
luckily got 1 guy who is in-charge of the door , let us in ..
he say because he like the shirt im wearing , so let us in ..
if not we have to buy a new card ..
(Jacqueline , better thanks me for wearing that shirt hor !)
hahas !
ii think that guy just say to make me happy only ..
but he is really kind lorh ..
anyway , me & Jacqueline took a tram to siloso beach ..
we lazy to walk .. the weather so hot ..
when we reach , we went to look to Reagan & his friends ..
see them play , then went to look at sunset ..
Reagan & Jacqueline sit together & look , ii was beside ..
then ii became their photographer ..
help them take picture ..
the picture ii took for them really very nice lorh !
how ii wish darling was beside me & we could be in that picture ..
at first we couldn't see the sun ..
so Reagan went to shower ..
when he went off , a few mintues later , the sun starts to appear ..
it was freaking nice larhh ..
but when took picture of it , came out not so nice ..
the colour was sooo orangey .. very nice ..
but in the picture , the colour not nice liao ..
then when Reagan came back , the sun has already set ..
sad case , he don't have the chance to see it with Jacqueline ..
ii think if he was there , it would be sooo romantic !
anyway , after looking at the sunset , we went off ..
help Jacqueline & Reagan to take a picture of them at the main entrance of the siloso beach ..
not as nice as the previous picture , when ii helpign them take picture of the sunset ..
after taking picture , followed their friends to eat dinner ..
ii ate burgerking at outside vivo ..
damn full ! feel like vomitting lorhh ...
but contorl ..
after eating , we slack & talk ..
they are very friendly ..
& funny too ..
lols ! hear many stories of their childhood ..
about 10pm , we start to leave vivo .. at about 11pm we reach Yiochukang , & we went separate ways ler ..
Reagan & his friends say they tomorrow going mcdonalds to look for me ..
LOLs !
alright , ii took a bus & went home ler ..
went up to my room , switched on the computer , start updating ler ..
hmm ....
alright , my back is freaking pain .. got sun-burn =(
im going to bathe now , then going to sleep ler ..
i'll end here ..
sorry , couldn't put pictures in ..
because ii don't know how to put to my computer ..
alright , update some other day ..
good-bye !

p.s darling .. how ii wish uu were here with me .. the sun set was really nice ..
ii misses uu so much ! ♥♥♥

Wednesday, May 27, 2009Y
I'M HOME !
today had POA paper 2 ..
confirm fail !
ii about 10mins+ already stop doing ..
ii gave up .. ii don't know how to do ..
ii want to bomb , also don't even know how to ..
grrr ...

after POA was english oral ..
hmm , not bad ii guess ..
hopefully can score well for it ..

alright , after that , went out to find Jacqueline & Yizhen ..
Reagan was there too ..
when ii saw him , the first thing he said to me was .........
"can i be ur gay partner ?"
LOLs !
so we walk out then sent Yizhen to her bus stop & wait for her bus ..
then Jacqueline & her Reagan sent me to inter-change , & waited for my bus ..
ii forgotten what happen , then suddenly Jacqueline pinch Reagan ..
then Reagan say that was my hand , so ii act as if im in pain ..
(wo hen you muo qi right ?)
hahas ! BHB ..

alright , when my bus came , ii took & went off ler ..
reached home , switch on the computer & now started to update ..
hmm ..
tomorrow going Siloso beach with Jacqueline & Yizhen ..
don't know whether Yizhen's stead will go mah ?
if he going , then maybe jacqueline will be inviting Reagan also ..
hmm ... ii hope Darling will come along , but ii dun think she can bahh ..
if im not wrong , she is working in the morning ..
haiiyoo ..


alright , i'll end here for today ..
update some other day bahh ..
good-bye!

p.s darling .. ii misses you soo much ! ♥

Tuesday, May 26, 2009Y
alright .. just came back from school ..
today was POA paper 1 ..
confirm fail ..
ii leave soo many question , all don't know how to do ..
within 20mins , ii already stop doing the paper , & going to sleep ..
don't understand the question ..
tomorrow still got paper 2 ..
ii think will be same as today ..

alright , ii don't wanna talk about POA ler ..
after school , me , jacqueline & yizhen left school ..
yizhen walk to bus-stop & went off ler ..
then me & jacqueline walk to MRT as usual ..
then ii sent her to MRT & ii went to top-up card ..
after ii topped up my card , then ii went to inter-change , & took bus home ..
when ii reached home , went up to my room , switch on the computer & now updating blog ..
hmm ...

alright , that is all for today ...
2 more days going siloso beach !
can't wait for that day to arrive !
hahas ..
okkay .. i'll end here ..
good-bye ~

p.s darling .. ii really miss uu ! im still waiting ♥

TODAY SCIENCE PAPER
paper was okkay .. chemistry paper not so good ..
& ii didn't read instruction for the paper !
freak sehh .. then paper say choose 2 question , & ii think ii did more than that ..
at first ii thot why so many people never do soo many question ..
until when finish paper , ii asked Kaiwen how was the paper ,
ii expected him to say difficult , but he said : okkay larhh ..
so ii asked him why he skip so many question , then he told me choose 2 question only ..
sian diao lorhh ..
hopefully can make it bahh ..
left with 2 more paper !!
tomorrow is POA paper 1 , & the next day will be paper 2 ..
then english oral on the same day as paper 2 ..
after that , HOLIDAY !!!!
hahahas ..
can't wait to go Siloso Beach again .. 3 more days !
hope it would be an enjoyable holiday bahh ..

alright , after paper , me , jacqueline & yizhen went to mcdonalds ..
it was 11.50+ , so we sat & wait for the time to reach 12pm , then can buy value lunch ..
yizhen bought mcspicy meal , jacqueline bought the same , but hers is upsize ..
& for me , ii bought filet-o-fish meal upsize ..
ii ate finish first , then sat there & waited ..
ate some ice , & try making smoke out of my mouth ..
tried a few times , then jacqueline & yizhen felt that im zi bi , so stop looking ..
when they stop looking , ii manage to blow out ..
so ii ask them to see again ..
then again cannot , but they carried on looking ..
& finally manage to blow out again ..
then after jacqueline eat finish , she tried to do also , but cannot ..
( jacqueline , uu need skills to do de hor ! call me shifu & ii will teach )
hahas !

alright , so after eating , we went to the playgound ..
jacqueline wanted to play swing ..
but got some guys playing , & dun wan go away ..
so we waited , until 1 guy go off liao , then jacqueline went to play ..
she can't swing , & expect me to push her ..
tiring uu know ?!?!
so ii push by the chain , then she started to swing sideways , until her phone fly away ..
hahahs !
then when she get up , she asked yizhen whether wan swing or not , but she dun wan ..
so ii went to play .. swang a few time , then start spining while swinging ..
then jacqueline find out that the bar that holds the swing , abit shakey ..
& she saw got no screw !
so ask me dun play ler ..
she took a pic of it ..
after that we went off ler .. while walking to bus stop ..
saw some stumps , so decided to take a picture of each of us acting like a tree ..
hahas !
so we 1 by 1 take lorhh ..
quite stupid actually , but its just for our fun & happiness ..
after taking pictures , yizhen took her bus ..
then ii told jacqueline that we should do something while taking picture ..
& the thing was to hold some leaves , it would make it more like a tree ..
hahahs ! so maybe other day bahh ..
sent jacqueline to MRT , then ii took bus home ..
when reach the bus stop , it was like freaking heavy rain ..
so ii run out & was drenched to the skin ..
quicky went home & took a shower ..
then watched a show ..
kinda bored of watching , so swithed off & went up to use the computer ..
got nothing to do , so ii now updating blog ..

alright , i'll end here ..
update some other day ..
good-bye !


p.s darling .. ii love you & will always wait for you ♥♥♥

Monday, May 25, 2009Y
it has been awhile since ii last updated ..
dun really have the mood to update , thats why ..
anway .. today was math paper 2 ..
can't really do it ..
maybe is because of sleeping 4am in the morning , making my brain not working ..
haiis ..
hopefully can pass bahh ..
ii really wan to show my mum that ii can study !

after paper , went to mcd , ate $2.50 meal ..
then wait until 12pm ..
bought mcspicy value lunch upsize , just to get the blue coke glass ..
im really getting fatter !
have to cut down on eating ler ..
maybe ii have to join my sis slimming club bahh ..
hahas ! but it would make me weak ..
ii dun wan be weak ..
so if ii really wan to slim down , the only choice is EXERCISE !

after eating , saw yiru , talk to her & asked her for some suggestion ..
she gave me advice .. ii think ii should listen bahh ..
hope it can help ..

after listening to her advice , ii went off ler ..
thanks yiru !
soo ii went home , used computer ...
looked at my friendster , & felt like editing it ..
looked for some background ..
it took me hours just to edit it ..
after editing , ii feel that the song was very short , only 30sec ..
so ii try to change song , but dunno why all 30sec de ..
just nice nana online , so ii ask her ..
she told me go where to put song & ii start doing ler ..
hmm .. hope darling will like it bahh ..
okkay larhh ..
i'll end here ..
update some other day !
byebye ~

p.s ii will always be waiting for uu ♥♥♥

Wednesday, May 20, 2009Y
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY !
today me & darling de anniversary ..
but we never meet .. darling resting at home ..
tomorrow then we meeting ..
can't wait for tomorrow !!
eeehehehes ..

today did geography MYE ..
river wasn't so good , geography of food better then rivers ..
but ii think won't get high marks ..
hmm ...
after paper , something happen ..
somebody came to me , & ask me go out settle ..
say ii stare at him macham want to eat him up ..
so ask me got out settle ..
ii was like ... huh ?!?!
ii stare at uu or uu stare at me de ..
wahh lao ehh .. ii was thinking ...
he that kind of size , how can ii eat him sehh ??
& plus he got those people around him , can ii still eat him mehh ??
wahhlao .. if uu say ii wan eat uu , at least ask people act like they support me larhh ..
like that then will look like im eatting uu ..
but problem is , ur people all crowd around me , ii eat wad shit sehh ..
ii think uu are the one who is trying to eat me larh hor ..
but uu dun wan to make it so obvious that uu are eating me ..
so made up stories that ii stare at uu & stuff ..
haiiyoo ..
after that , kah hui came in & ask wad happen ..
then that guy go tell the story ..
bo liao larh ..
ii won't anyhow go find trouble de hor ..
its just wasting my freaking time & energy ..
alright .. so after that , we walked out from school ..
it was like so damn hot ..
so ii walked to interchange , took bus & went home ..
watch television ..
then now updating blogg ..
okkay ! i'll end here ..
update other day bahh ..
bye-bye

p.s darling .. happy anniversary ! iiloveyouu ♥♥♥

Tomorrow is Geography MYE !
today in school was quite bored ..
first period was math .. did some math paper ..
then after math was english ..
in class talk joke .. hahas ! quite funny ..
then it was chinese ..
never really did anything ..
boring ..
then it was recess ..
went to shine centre to slack ..
after recess , was physic ..
did some correction for our homework ..
after physic , was humanities ..
teacher go through our geography ..
hopefully tomorrow can do ..
after humanities , it was physic again ..
in her class , feel like sleeping sehh ..
so hot lorh ..
did the same thing until bell ring ..
went to book shop , jac need to photocopy geography notes ..
after that we went different way ler ..
yizhen went for tuition , jac went home & ii went to buy battery for my calculator ..
after buying the battery , went to AMK to look for darling ..
was happy to see her , but seeing her so weak , ii feel so sad lorhh ..
meet her liao , follow her to AMK family clinic ..
she went to see the doctor , but dun wan me to follow ..
after seeing doctor , we went to the food junction to eat ..
then went to fairprice , she need to buy shampoo ..
hmm .. after buying , we went to the perfume store ..
she want to buy perfume , but dun have the one she wants ..
so we went off ler ..
sent her home , then ii went home ler ..
so went to update blog ler ..
alright .. im going to revise for my geography ler ..
update some other day ..
bye-bye

Saturday, May 16, 2009Y
WORKING MOOD !
hmm .. dunno why today ii so got the mood to work ..
hahahs !
worked for about 11-12hrs !
power !!!!!
today started work @ 9am ..
did counter as usual ..
kinda use to it ler ..
did for dunno how many hours , then Emerita ask me go booth ..
took over SoonTeck for about 30mins ..
he went for breakk ..
during the 30mins , ii was collecting payment ..
& folding black-liner too ..
but a lot of cars keep on coming , so ii have to keep collecting payment ..
hardly have time to fold ..
after his break , it was my turn ..
ate a spicy snack wrap , & milo mcflurry ..
wanted to try the ice-cream , so took it ..
hmm .. rating out of 10 is ..... 6 ...
hahas .. didn't really like it ..
too sweet ..
after eating , still got about 12-14mins ..
felt a little hungry , so went to bought a small fries ..
after the small fries , still go a few more mins ...
so waited to punch in ..
when ii punch in , ii asked Emerita where am ii suppose to go ..
then she was like thinking ..
so ii suggested to put me in booth to pack the coke glass ..
since there are 3 counters that are open ..
& it wasn't service in ..
so she let me go , & she said only 30mins ..
so ii went in to pack as much as possible ..
but after 30mins , nobody called me in ..
& so ii continue packing ..
at least is better , ii dun have to stand up , or talk to customer ..
hahahas !
soon ... 1 hr have passed , & still nobady called me in ..
& ii continued with wad im doing ..
until when ii went in to give the coke glass that ii have packed ..
then father-in-law ask me whether ii wan go kitchen play ..
it's like sooo long ii have never been in the kitchen ..
so ii agreed & went to batch cook ..
ii think thats the spelling bahh ... not sure , but that is wad its called ..
hahas ..
wasn't soo good , but still can cope a little ..
hmmm .. did there for about 2-3hrs ..
then Sharon asked me to teach a new crew to do lobby ..
hehes .. this is my first time teaching somebody ...
hope wad ii teach is not wrong bahh , & hope the auntie will listen ..
hmm .. after teaching , it's time for me to punch out ler ..
so ii went to punch out , but dun feel like going home so early ..
soo stayed at mcdonalds ..
looked & darling a little .. then ii went to kitchen to play ..
this time ii went to do line ..
better then batch ..
hahahs ..
so ii did line for like another 3+hrs ..
then ii stop ler ..
by the time , it was already 8+ , going to 9pm ..
so 8hrs+ add another 3hrs+ equals to 11hrs+
hahahs !
saw a message sent by mummy ..
it says "2night not going ah ma house"
so ii went to tell darling , & ii stayed longer at mcdonald ..
but never work ler ..
ate another break for my dinner ..
so my lunch & dinner , was all in mcdonalds ..
mcdonalds is really taking over my live !!!
hahahs ..
so ii sat in the crew room , dunno wad to do ..
went to open a drawer that is filled with ballons , took some & play ..
then linda came in .. she punch out , & watch me do ballon crafting ..
she wanted a bear , but ii forgotten how ii do ..
so ii did a snail .. ii thinkk ..
hahas !
cause it dun really look like a snail .. ii also forgotten how to do ..
but the snail ii didn't really forget ..
only forget how to do the head ..
so ii randomly do the head & give it to her ..
& gave her some other crafting too ..
& she took it home ..
she take home better lahh ..
if leave at mcdonalds , scared people might say ii very irresponsible ..
do liao , just leave it at there dunno how to throw ..
hahas ..
so luckily linda took it ..
hmm .. after she went off , mummy came ..
daddy want to eat mcdonalds .. so ii help him buy lorhh ..
after buying , then went home ler ..
watch television , & ate abit of fruits ..
ii was damn full ..
thanks sharon for the free apple pie ..
hmm .. after watching & eating , ii went to bathe ..
& now , im here updating blogg ..
alright , i'll end here ..
update some other days ..
bye-bye !
p.s darling ! iiloveyou ♥♥♥

Friday, May 15, 2009Y
THIS DAY SUCKS LIKE HELL !
today was my social study mid year ..
SBQ was okkay .. but SEQ suck ..
ii confirm fail for social study ..
haiis ..
after the paper , walked out with yizhen & jac , to find jac's friend ..
then we walked to inter-change ..
jac going out with her friend , & yizhen going meet JG ..
so ii accompany them to MRT there lorhh ..
after that then took a bus to mcd ..
ii couldn't wait to see darling ..
but when ii reach mcd , she like dun wan see me ..
haiis ..
dunno why this few days , uu treated me so different ..
message also so short , & alot of message only 1 word ..
& the word is "crazy" or "sot de" then end liao ..
talk to uu on phone , uu say uu tired ..
today finally can go out with uu again , but uu like rushing to go home ..
until just now then uu tell me say ii never give uu freedom ..
can uu please tell me wad is the freedom that uu wan ??
ii will give it to uu .. just name it out ..
ii really dun wan uu to hide things from uu ..
ii hope uu will tell me when uu are awake ..
haiis .. alright , so ii reached mcd at 9+ or 10+ bahh ..
didn't check the time ..
ate breakfast , then took out my geography book to revise ..
hopefully on thursday , geography paper will be easy bahh ..
hmm ..
soo basically , today ii was at mcd all the way until darling finish work ..
then we went to AMKhub to eat , as darling was hungry ..
after eating , we went to NTUC ..
darling want to buy soap .. so we were at there smelling different kinds ..
stupid lorh .. ii open 1 bottle , then went to smell it , the bubble went into my nose ..
freak !
damn itchy lorhh ..
haiiyoo .. so after buying , we were walking around ..
& this is the part when we start to like that again ..
ii was asking her to walk slowly , cause ii wan to spend more time with her ..
me : " can walk slower mah ? "
darling : " uu won't tired , but ii will tired de lehh "
me : " wahh .. go out with Yiru they all , uu can walk sooo slow , with me cannot "
darling : " so uu means uu dun wan me to go out with Yiru they all liao arhh ? "
me : " huh ?? noo lar .... ii only wan to spent more time with uu ... "
then darling started to walk so slow ...
a few steps later , she cannot tahan ler , so walk back to her speed ..
then we never really talk ler ...
while walking ii asked her ...
me : " call me when uu reach home okkay ... "
....... no reply .....
me agian : " call me when uu reach home okkay ..... "
....... no reply again .....
me again : " darling .. call me when uu reach home okkayy ..... "
darling : " yahh larhh .... "
so ii sent her to her door step ..
giving her those kissy face , wanting to give her a goodbye kiss before ii go ..
she looked at me , but never give ..
ii hold her hand & never let go , so she just push her face to my lips , & go off ..
haiiss !
darling ... im not trying to make uu like a bad person ..
is just that this few days , uu really treated me soo different ..
im sorry if uu feel that im making uu like a bad person ..
all ii want is to get back my old darling fidah ..
please .. if uu really wan freedom , tell me wad is the freedom uu wan ..
& i'll will give it to uu ..
as long as ii can see the smile on ur face , & ii can get back the old fidah ..
anything is also possible ..
darling .. ii love uu ♥♥♥
i'll end here ..
update some other day ...
bye-bye ~
:(
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
p.s darling .. im sorry .. please dun like that liao okkay ...

Thursday, May 14, 2009Y
STUDY TIME !
tomorrow is social study exam !!
ii don't know what question will come out sehh ..
but Mrs. Lee say must study all of Sec3 except chpt 1 & all of Sec4 except chpt 1 & 3
so no choice lorhh ..
whyy can't she just tell us which question will come out , then ii only focus on that ..
haiiyoo ..
hopefully what ii have study , will come out on the paper .
alright .. im going to study now !
will update later or other day bahh ..
wish me goodluck !
bye-bye
p.s darling .. ii miss you ! ♥♥♥

Tuesday, May 12, 2009Y
I GOT SWINE FLU !
(from darling , to me & now to jac & yizhen..& soon .. THE WORLD)
hahas ! today morning reach school ..
1st period was chemistry ..
went to class , sat with jac & yizhen ..
talk to them , felt thirsty ..
soo ii took jac's ice lemon tea to drink ..
after ii drank , ii bluff them that ii got swine flu ..
after ii said , yizhen straight away take the bottle & drink ..
hahaha !!
after she drink the ice lemon tea , she say she think so got flu ler ..
heh heh heh !!
the swine flu was from darling , because yesterday she keep sneezing ..
hahas ! so ii said it was swine flu ..
hmm .. ii know im lame ..
alright
after that joke , jac told me her xing shi ..
haiiyoyo ..
suay larhh .. catch until this kind of fish ..
(if uu know wad ii mean)
soo ii told her some advice ...
ii think wad ii said was an advice bahh ..
hahas ..
dunno wad ii say , then jac go pinch me !!
actually she wanted to pinch my nipple der ..
then ii go puch her hand away , then my pocket tare !
grrrr ..... JACQUELINE LIM S.H ! UU BETTER BECAREFUL !
anyway .. today was kinda bored ..
2 periods of chem ..
after chem was recess , then got humanity ..
teacher never come , but got relief teacher ..
that teacher also dunno how to teach ..
so it was free period for us ..
jonathan came & joke around ..
writing stuff on a paper & showing it around ..
then after hum , was chinese ..
teacher ask everyone to do oral ..
wahhlao .. embarrassing lorhh..
im a chinese & ii dunno how to read chinese , only know those simple words ..
haiiss ...
alright , enough about the embarrassing stuff ..
after chinese was CME ..
YIZHEN ! how can uu forget !
hahahs !!
joking .. dun take it too serious okkay ..
the previous CME lesson , mr foo told us to do a power point on cloning & stuffs ..
our group (me , jac , yizhen , weihsing & pengfeii)
chose to do about cloning ..
then yizhen forget to do ..
hahas ! actually is our fault also .. ii also forgotten ..
so tomorrow we have to hand in the power point slide ..
hopefully yizhen got do ..
cause ii dunno how to do power point thingy ..
thanks !
after CME was POA ..
mr ng late for ii think about 30mins bahh !
he forgotten about our class !
mr ng ! how could uu !!
so we waited , then went to relief room to ask jason ..
then he call dunno which staff ..
then we have to go bakk to class ..
sian !
but go back to class , also no time to teach ler ..
so mr ng ask us to revise ..
after POA , finish school ler ..
walked out from school with yizhen & jac ..
reached the bus stop , yizhen jiu go ler ..
so left with me & jac ..
we walk to the yiochukang inter-change
then jac turn to the MRT ler ..
so left with me & darling on the phone ..
while walking , saw a guy selling curry puff ..
he work there for quite long ler ..
most of the time ii went there , he will be there selling ..
just nice , ii felt alittle hungry ..
he was selling 3 for $1 .. it was quite small ..
so ii bought $2 der ..
dun wan to say how many ii bought ..
cause it will feel so many ..
hahas !
went home ate fried beehoon
ii know ! im eating alot & getting fatter ..
hahahs ..
but ii dunno why my mouth feel so itchy ..
anyway after eating , ii felt alittle tired , so went to take a nap ..
about 6+woke up ..
went to switch on the computer , played facebook ..
then update blogg ..
hmm .. alright , thats all for today ..
update some other day bahh ..
bye-bye~

Sunday, May 10, 2009Y
belated HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!
it has been soo long since ii last update ..
hahas !
very lazy ...
today holiday , very bored & soo ii came to update ..
alright ..
yesterday was the most memoriable day !
this is the best mother's day celerbration ever ..
thanks darling ! for giving me the idea of the video ..
the video uu gave me on our anniversary, really touch my ..
so ii thot of doing a video for my relative & my mother ..
& it really works !!!
it touched everyone of them ..

after they have watch the video , we gave them the card that we drew ..
they wanted us to read it out for them ..
so every cousin in our family take turns to read out lines ..
ii could see in every mothers' eye that they are really proud of us ..
after our speech , we shouted for all the parents to make a speech for us & ahma ..
so each of them came out to speak ..
they were so happy that tear of joy ran down their cheeks ..
mine almost ran down , but ii hold back ..

alright .. after the speech , they wanted us to dance ..
ii was like OMG ...
from a video to a speech , & now dancing ??
Baron was the first to dance ..
hmm .. not bad .. ii think ..
then after him , they push me in ..
ii dun really dance , but no choice ..
ii was stuck in the middle ..
so ii just have to sway alittle & ran off ..
hahas !
then they push my sis in ..
so my sis got no choice but to dance ..
& so she start shaking ..
SEXY BABY !!
hahahas !!
then Georgina was next ..
she was about the same as my sis ..
then everyone cousin slowly take turns ..
the rest was nothing much , so lazy to type out ..
ii only know that there were many laughters ..
Dion dance the longest ii guess ..
he was like dunno wad to dance ..
so we asked him to choose his own song & dance ..
he started choosing & started daning shuffle dance ..
hmm .. okkay larhh , not bad ..
after the cousins have dance , we felt unfair ..
so we shouted for the parents to dance too ..
& all of them dance cha-cha ..
hahah !
soo nice & soo cute ..

then it was singing time ..
hahas .. from video , to speech , to dance & now singing ..
many events happen yesterday ..
alright , so Baron was the one who start first again ..
he is our brave man ..
hahah !!
alright .. so he start singing dunno wad mao-mao song ..
here mao there mao ..
soo many many mao ...
HAHAs ..
of cause not like that sing larhh ..
ii dunno the song so any how bomb ..
after him , ii think was Georgina ..
she sang nothing gonna change my love for uu ..
then ii think after that was my sis ..
HAHA !
she went to sing ......
"ii love uu ...uu love me .. we are happy family ..."
after her was Geraldine ..
she sang dunno wad song .. ii dunno the title ..
but okkay larh , not bad ..
then it was my turn ..
soo ii sang an old song , from Boys II Men "i'll make love to you"
but only the starting ..
ii dunno whether good or bad .. but my mum say not bad ..
so not bad lorhh .. hahas !!
then it was Claudia's turn ii guess ..
she sang tong hua ..
kinda soft .. so ii can't really hear whether is it good or bad ..
then slowly every cousin take turns ..
Dion was the last ..
he was like hear song , dunno wad to sing ..
in the end , chose to sing xiao wei (dirty version)
hahas !

then everything was over ler ..
they had to go home ..
soo we just watch televison , & waited for dad to end his game ..
& then we went off too ..
dad was kinda hungry , so we went to AMK mcdonalds drive-thru ..
& went home ..
ii went to bathe , then see my sis doing her blog ..
until about 4+am ii think .. then ii use computer for awhile ..
then lie on bed ..
6+ went to toilet , then went back to bed ..
after that fall asleep ler ..
then 2+ woke up , switch on the computer ..
felt boring .. so started updating blog ..
okkay !! i'll rest at here ..
update some other day ...
bye-bye ~

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